For awhile Annabel just
floated in a kind of twilight consciousness. She was vaguely aware of
something moving around her, and at one point she thought she heard the
shower going.
She had never in her
life felt ecstasy like that before, not even close. It had been a
full-body orgasm that came in stages, slowly building to a crescendo and
then ebbing away equally slowly. Time and space had disappeared; for a long moment her consciousness seemed to hover near the ceiling, looking down at the naked, splayed-out, thoroughly satisfied woman below.
Then Annabel felt a
gentle little slap on her cheek and became aware of Carla’s gorgeous
green eyes staring into hers. “You still with us?” Annabel nodded. “Good,” said Carla, and reached over to untie one of her stepmother’s hands. “Well, I’m outta here. Got places to go, things to do, people to see.”
She pinched one of Annabel’s nipples and said, “That was nice.” And with
that, she turned her back and was gone.
There was the sound of Carla’s
footsteps going down the stairs, the front door opening and closing. Annabel
heard Carla’s car start, then the roar of the engine gradually died
away. Suddenly it was incredibly, almost eerily, quiet in the house.
Moving slowly, still feeling a little weak, Annabel used her available hand to untie the other one, then freed her legs. Sitting up and stretching, she looked around at Carla’s room. In some ways it was still a typical teenage girl’s room, kind of messy, with band posters on the wall and cosmetics everywhere. There were still stuffed animals here and there.
Moving slowly, still feeling a little weak, Annabel used her available hand to untie the other one, then freed her legs. Sitting up and stretching, she looked around at Carla’s room. In some ways it was still a typical teenage girl’s room, kind of messy, with band posters on the wall and cosmetics everywhere. There were still stuffed animals here and there.
Then she looked over at
the bedside table. Carla had left it open, and in the drawer Annabel saw
the strap-on dildo that had been used on her, along with several
others, and an impressive assortment of vibrators and other toys. There
were also restraints, blindfolds, nipple clamps, and a few things that
Annabel didn’t even recognize.
The drawer underneath
was still closed, and for a second Annabel was curious about what might
be in there. But then she decided that she didn’t want to know.
She took a long, hot
shower, scrubbing every inch of her body, thinking of how she had been
used as Carla’s instrument of pleasure – and of the pleasure she’d
received in return. Good lord, how had so much happened so quickly? How
had she surrendered herself so totally to someone who – although they
were legally related – she really barely even knew?
Annabel decided that she
really needed to get out of the house – go somewhere, do something. There was a
yoga class starting in 20 minutes, so she got her yoga clothes on and
drove down to the studio. She got a funny feeling when she walked in;
for some reason, the place felt unfamiliar. In truth, everything there
was exactly the same, but she had changed.
When class started she
found herself looking at the other women there in a new way – sizing
them up, evaluating them, wondering what they would look like naked. Her
attention was repeatedly diverted by the ample rear end of the redhead in front of
her — two perfectly formed cheeks enclosed in tight black yoga pants. She kept having to remind herself to look away.
And then, towards the
end of class, she forgot. Suddenly the redhead turned around, and it was
clear that she'd caught Annabel checking her out. She didn’t look mad,
though; in fact she smiled warmly. But Annabel was mortified, and when
class was over she kept her head down as she quickly returned her blanket to the
pile and made her way back outside.
Back home, Annabel
watched some TV, made herself dinner, and went out onto the back deck
with a glass of wine. Right over there was where she’d seen Carla and
Kim going at it. It seemed like months ago; she had been so much more
innocent then.
She tried not to think
about Carla, but found that she thought of little else. Sometimes
Annabel wished that Carla was there and wondered where she was and what
she was doing. Sometimes she felt a little resentful toward her
stepdaughter, like she had been taken advantage of. Without Carla
actually there, it was easier to resist her allure.
As she continued to
drink, Annabel began to feel more and more like she had to put a stop to
this. A kinky lesbian relationship with her stepdaughter – how could
that possibly end well? She needed to be strong, to end it before it
went any further. Yes, it had been immensely pleasurable – she still
felt a throb between her legs thinking of the things she and Carla had
done together – but it was wrong, and that was what was most important.
She went to sleep fully
determined that tomorrow, she would have a talk with Carla and explain
why this madness had to stop. Carla was a smart person, surely she would
understand. Annabel slept the sleep of the righteous, confident that she had come to her senses and would now return to being her old, well-behaved self.
And yet the next
afternoon she found herself right where she’d been the day before: tied
spread-eagled to Carla’s bed, naked and helpless.
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i LOVE re-reading this
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