When Carla and Kim were
through with her, Annabel lay sprawled out on the floor. She looked a
sight – eyes two stupefied slits, sweat drying all over her body, hair
rumpled, face glistening with girl juice. It was enough to make Carla
take pity on her, uncuffing her hands, sitting her up, and giving her a
glass of water to drink. Annabel smiled wanly and gazed out at the
middle distance.
But Carla soon realized
that there was no reason to feel bad for Annabel – she was completely
blissed out, in a kind of trance. In fact Carla sort of envied her –
under Carla’s sway, Annabel was discovering new avenues of ecstasy every
day. Carla, young as she was, had experienced so much that she could be
a little jaded. It took a lot to excite her, though this thing with her
stepmother was doing a good job of it.
Annabel sat sipping her
water as Carla and Kim dressed and took a minute to fix their hair. “So
are we going to Blair’s?” asked Kim.
“Sure,” said Carla.
“Are you bringing her?” asked Kim, gesturing toward Annabel.
Carla laughed. “No, she's not ready for that scene,” she said. “Not yet.”
A minute later they
swept out the door, Carla mumbling “See ya later,” while Kim favored
Annabel with a warm smile. “Bye,” she said. “Thanks for, um, having me
over.”
Annabel smiled back and
managed a little wave, though she was still in no condition to speak.
Once again she heard footsteps going down the stairs, the front door
opening and closing, a car starting and pulling away. About 15 minutes
later she finally pulled herself together enough to stand up and walk to
her bedroom. She smelled all over of sweat and sex, and for a moment
she thought about taking a shower. But then she decided she liked it, so
she put on jeans and a T-shirt and went downstairs.
It was quiet in the
house – too quiet, so Annabel put on some music, opened a bottle of
wine, and made herself something to eat. After eating and cleaning up
she adjourned to the back deck, where she once again sat sipping wine
and thinking.
She started to try to
tell himself that she was going to stop this thing with Carla, but even
in the middle of thinking it she knew that she was kidding herself. She
didn’t have the strength, and deep down she knew that she didn’t really
want to. She was well on her way to becoming addicted to this new life.
It wasn’t just the physical pleasure – though certainly that was a
factor – it was the sheer excitement of it, the danger, the
forbiddenness.
Annabel didn’t go to
church and didn’t consider herself a believer, but she’d been raised
religious and retained a very strong sense of sin. And she knew
instinctively that what she was involved in now was very sinful indeed –
gay sex, group sex, bondage, sex with her husband’s daughter. And though the
connection between her and Carla was more than just sex – it was a kind
of fascination – that somehow made it feel all the more like some dark,
shameful secret.
At the same time,
Annabel was coming to realize just how boring her life had been before Carla came along to shake things up. She couldn’t remember when she’d felt more alive. What on
Earth, she wondered, would happen next? Her imagination ran wild
thinking of things she might be made to do – wicked, depraved, immoral,
wonderful things.
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